Serendipity

"They bid farewell to the bull and followed the path of the small river. Tall trees shaded the area and the sweet scent of blooming flowers intoxicated the area and danced with the wind. The gentle sound of trickling water made the area seemed even more serene. The wind blew ever so gently against their faces almost as if cooing them to sleep and somewhere in the forest, humming birds sang their lullaby..."

Childhood Movies.

I stayed up to watch a movie that I couldn't watch once upon a time in my childhood's past.I even forgot the title till I saw a GIF of it on tumblr.I regret not watching The Girl Who Leapt Through Time when I was smaller.It could have been like a collection of childhood movies.Hate the fact that that baka Chiaki didn't kiss Makoto.At least a peck on the cheek idiot!!! *fuming* I am so gonna rewatch Byousoku 5cm and all the Studio Ghibli production.

Byousoku 5cm.

The Girl Who Leapt Through Time.

Screw you Japanese producer.Why must you make me cry while I watch your movies?!

It's Done!

I was bored so I decided to use the henna that someone left at our house.I drew the pattern myself (on my left hand) and asked my dad to draw the exact pattern on my right hand.My mum joked and said that I looked like I'm about to get married *laughs* I wonder...would people think I just got married if I went out and wore my mum's engagement ring and dressed maturely?Hmmm....

Talking Is Better Than Being Silent.

Hello stranger,

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At first,I wanted to be the drama queen who would not budge first but I guess your constant calling and text message soften my ego.Someone told me that if Allah Himself can forgive others than who am I,His servant,to not forgive and punish His creation?That made me thinking and besides,this is merely a small ditch that we have fallen into.All we have to do is just give a push to one another to get back up on the even land.I'm glad that we talked to each other and guess what?Don't you think that we've gotten one step closer to each other?We understood,compromise and worked together to solve the problem step by step.Brilliant team work there *cyber high five*

I Shall.

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Hate Is A Strong Word.

My life is a mess.I wish that I can turn this thing called emotions off.I wish that my parents would stop fighting and start talking.I wish that my cousins,aunties and uncles would just stop ignoring us and start supporting us.I wish that all those people who said bad things about us will realise the mistakes that they have made.I wish that all this misery would just go away.



Ya Allah,give me more patience and if this trial is really meant for me then please,I beg you,stop making me walk in circles and show me the way.My strength is fading and my patience is gradually decreasing.Don't let me stray from the Right path...

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Again.

The truth is I'm hurt.I don't understand how you can get annoyed about my current intern.How do you think I feel when you told me that you went to see her and her mum (even if it is for "academic" purpose) or the fact that you're going out with that girl and her boyfriend?I know it's nothing for you but just went I managed to get rid of unwanted feelings,you throw them back at me and made me feel like shit.I thought that I was okay with it but I'm not now.

Bitting My Tongue.

I'm sorry if I hurt you or offended you but honestly,I can't deal with this right now.I'm sorry if I made you feel like I didn't care,I'm really sorry.I wish that I could have been there for you but I can't.I'm sorry if my constant story-telling about my life bores you to death but that's just who I am.I wish that we can sort the problem right now but you know what?I'm done solving problems.I don't want to solve any more problem.I just wanna push all of my problems into one room,lock the door and throw the key.I so can't deal with this mess anymore.I've got this annoying flu that just wont go away,my family problem is a mess and now you're upset with me?Here's a suggestion;why don't the whole world just freaking declare war with me?!

Working

I was at work with my mum today.Felt like a grown up (I know I am but you know that feeling of dressing up formally and carrying your laptop around with some books and stationary in your bag?Get the gist?).Never could get rid of the dorky face xD

Mama's office.

We Are So Watching This!!

Isn't it cool or what?! :D