Y Is For You.

We ate gelato :3

I don't care if you're taller than me.

I don't care if you're smarter than me.

I don't care if your favourite songs are old,classic jazz.

I don't care if you sing in a high pitched voice.

I don't care if you act so serious most of the time.

I don't care if you act so immature sometimes.

I don't care if you put your family before me.

I don't care if you make me concentrate more on my studies.

I don't care if you love Batman,Princess Jasmine and The Muppets.

I don't care if you finish my food for me.

I don't care if you sleep early.

I don't care if you don't wear a TOPMAN v-neck shirt or black skinnys.

I don't care if you call me a dope/idiot/dork cause I am one.

I don't care.

I love you :)

X Is For Xenophobia.

Xenophobia : An irrational fear of foreigners or strangers.

Sorry for not updating.The internet connection here is appalling and also,my assignments are pilling up.I feel like the lecturers are working us to the bones.They seem to think that just because we exempted our English,we are the geniuses of all Human Sciences students.Umm excuse me,I'm just an ordinary girl who works hard to be clever but pathetically can't.

Life in the new campus is super boring!We're held captive against our own free-will but at least I get to escape for a few hours on Tuesday for the so-called Night Market that doesn't even take place at night(wft?!).I feel like I'm spending most of my time sleeping in class rather that paying attention to the lecturers.Perhaps the excessive 'workout' of going back and forth to my dorm and classes is taking a toll on me.

W Is For What?

You can say all those pretty little words to soothe our hearts but we heard the message behind it all.You can act like you're one step bellow God but baby you're lower than the most disgusting creature that He created.You can kick us out of the family and pretend that we don't exist but hell we survived 5 bloody years abroad without all of you.You can look down at me and criticize me all you want but look at where I'm standing and see the distance between us.

One day,I hope that Allah opens your eyes really wide and make you see your mistakes.One day,you'll realize that you have no idea what we're going through.One day,I will make you take back all that you have said and vomit on it.One day,I will make you cry the tears that we have shed and feel the pain that we have felt.One day.

V Is For Vacillant.

Vacillant ;

uncertain in purpose or action

Vacillating; wavering; fluctuating; irresolute.

Feeling as though everything I'm doing is pointless.Don't really know what is my true goal in life.Seeing others surpass me so easily and underrating myself.If only I know what I'm suppose to do...

People are fighting again and letting their emotions control them.I don't understand why they're making a big deal out of everything.I'm so sick of people telling me what to do yet at the same time my obedience controls me and I become their puppet in life.I couldn't even stand up for myself.Pathetic.

U Is For Unpleasant.

Sorry for the long wait.Was recently registering for my university in a new campus.Newsflash : There is no internet connection in my room! *Weeps hysterically* My hostel is located the furthest from the internet connection area and it's right on a hill so instead of gaining weight,I'll be losing weight.How nice.

My class is also far away from my room so that means exercise!The worst part of it all is that we have to fight for the toilet,I meant it literally.Theres only two working toilets so I have to wake up early to take my shower and do my business.Bummer.The food there is horrible and we're locked up in the weekdays *weeps* So much for enjoying the city life *sigh*

T Is For Terrific!

Ehem ehem...

Happy New Year!

May this year be filled with barakah and may we all become a better person and lead a better life towards the right path.Amin.

This year's resolutions are:

1. Be closer to Allah,insyaAllah.

2. Listen to my parents.

3. Be more mature.

4. Do well on my studies.

5. Try to move on *sigh*

Dataran Merdeka,Shah Alam.

FYI,I did stay up for the count down but this year,I decided to start the year in a different way.Instead of going to the park or the fair,we decided to spend the last day of 2011 by listening to a talk by Ustaz Azhar.Surprisingly it was very enjoyable.The Ustaz was hilarious and his long talk(approximately 2 hours) didn't bore me to death at all.Instead of counting down,we sang the 99 names of Allah with the sound of fireworks in the background.Definitely a nice way to start the year.

I also became my sister's 'model' for the day since she's testing out her new camera.I actually done a pretty good job of 'posing' when I don't notice the camera.In other words,all the shots were candid *wink wink* Who wants my autograph? :D