C Is For Care.

You know those feeling you get when you're just sitting and doing nothing and suddenly all these depressing thoughts just come rushing at you like some kind of a hurricane and you're left wounded by all the misery and you're just holding on to dear life to stop yourself from crying out?Yeah,that's what I'm feeling right now.And you know what sucks the most?Believing that everything would work out.Believing that one day you're gonna regain back the happiness that you once had.

I honestly believe in all the happiness that I grew up with but now,these little dreams are crumbling before my feet.Slowly,it is swept away by the winds and I am left unprotected by this darkness that is caving in around me.

Stupid girl,wake up.

B Is For Brides & Grooms

I painted my nails with heena again.Pretty eh? *Smirks*

After such a tiring day,the big day has finally come for two,no wait I mean,four people to enjoy eternal bliss with their soulmate(insyaAllah).Unfortunately for me,I came late so I was not able to capture the happy moments of my cousins with their partner but while sitting down,chatting with my cousins,some random little baby came near us and sat down.He was such a cute,round-face baby *squeals hysterically*

P.s. Yeah I know that was totally random but I don't really know what to write so booho!

A Is For Again.

Wish it was that easy...

So I came back today and I guess I was expecting improvement from everyone but I guess I was expecting too much.The same things just keep on repeating and I wonder how long this life of mine would continue playing.My significant others seems more like strangers and sometimes I still get the feeling that one of these days I'm just gonna wake up and find myself back in my house in UK.I long for the warmth that I once had and I'm just tired of the same routine that seems like a never-ending story.How can I move forward when things around me seems to be the same?

P.S. I decided to do the alphabet thing again.It gives me room to think,get me?Nah,I don't think so.

Chu Chuuu!!

Today was the first time ever that I went back home (from Nilai to Shah Alam) with my friends on the KTm.

Hooray!!! *Tiny clap to myself*

It felt really good to be silly and stupid with my friends on the KTM and at the station.It reminded me so much of my time in UK with my friends over there.It made me miss them so much.I think we were by far the loudest teenagers on the KTM.We were acting as though we owned the very transportation *Evil laugh* No consideration at all but it was really funny.

We turned on our songs so loud and Nadira,my friend, started to sing along to the song and we were speaking so loud too.I bet the other passengers wanted to kill us if they could.Also,some random dude came into the women's coach.My friend,Asherin,was like "Nu-uh,oh no you didn't!Get outta here dudee!"

Man they are the best :')

Zombiieeess!!!

Yes I know I haven't written in my blog for like a gazillion years but I'm back now!Yaaaaay!!! (Silent boo in the background)

Anyway,since we have no class for tomorrow,the girls decided to have a movie night and invited everybody over to D-G-5.Oh my God,it was super awesome!We watched this Spanish horror movie(forgot the title) about people getting infected by this virus thing-y and suddenly everyone is a zombie and starts to eat all the unaffected humans.It was super scary,especially the scary anorexic zombie at the end who had very saggy boobs(literally).

We ordered pizzas and there was chips and biscuits and cakes and were like munching food,screaming our heads off and hiding behind our teddies or friends at the same time.After the movie ended,we separated off.Some people started to watch this animation about villains(I think) while my group was watching Hindi movie(Mushte doushite karoge?Don't know the spelling).We were like crying and singing along to the hindi movie.It was super fun.

Went to sleep like at 2am,I think.It was so dark in my room *meep!*

Doushite?

Life is not always as picture perfect as you want it to be.Life is not a fairytale,it is not a dream either.Life is a struggle.

Stop & Think.

Don't just jump to conclusion about things.If you don't know anything about it then please don't say anything.What you say can become a cruel weapon to certain people.

You will never understand about it until you experience.

Please keep your comments to yourself.

Moyamete kudasai.

Modesty.

“Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: that will make for greater purity for them: and Allah is well acquainted with all that they do. And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty.”

(Quran, Al-Mu’minun 24:30-31)

Tears.

"Dont be sad, Allah is with us."

Called Love.

"A butterfly flaps it's wings,

A wind chime starts to dance,

I jumped,You flew,

And our soul entwined,

So here we are again,

At a place where we once met,

Our smile warming our hearts,

And this is how our love story began..."

The Girl Called Izmo.