Everyone Has Their Limit.

The mask of tolerance that I always manage to maintain has finally crumbled and others took advantaged of it have seen the consequences of breaking my facade.Somehow, I have manage to learn to be selfish when it comes to my education.Whether it's right or wrong,is up to Him to decide and of course it varies on the situation.I don't mind sharing my knowledge with people or gaining knowledge from them.But if people around me wants to fail,then feel free to do so but don't bother dragging me down with you.I have my goal and I'm determine to achieve it.Just because I act immature and I'm all nice to you,doesn't mean I wanna mess around with you.Be considerate and think of others too.

Kapish?

Hello Stranger :)

I just done my psychology paper today,one more paper to go!Thank you Zee for staying awake last night to teach me about the brain,the reflex arc thing and more.It was really helpful even though most of it didn't come out, but I still memorized it.Sorry for the fight.I only done that for your own good,you know that right?Of course,I didn't expect us to fight afterwards but I'm glad that we sorted that out.Did I ever tell you how lucky I am to have you? *smiles* Thank you so much for everything.Words can't even describe the feelings that are consuming me.I'll make it up to you one day.Study smart Zee!I'm right behind you for support.

I love you.

I Rather Do Add-Math.

I just completed my Contemporary Issues In The Muslim World paper.My impression of it?Oh my God,I rather do Add-Math and I hate Add-Math!I was hoping that there will be more on the Ottoman Empire but only a few questions came.Section D was ridiculous!I didn't even know what to write.I was basically writing jibberish.

Damn,I wonder what my lecturer would say...

Z Is For Zany

Introducing my little angel :)

Zany : Noun.

An erratic or eccentric person.

I haven't been writing for a while due to me studying for my mid term.Yes,believe it or not Mid Semester Examination is lurking around the corner just waiting to pounce on me.Scary.Haven't been in the best of mood lately due to the stress of completing my research for BMW (not the car.I'm referring to one of my courses,Basic Research Methods & Report Writing),finding articles for Contemporary Issues In The Muslim World,excelling in my critical appraisal for Basic Psychology - which by the way,ended in a complete mess - and at the same time,studying for Mid Semester Examination.Brilliant isn't it?

To avoid this chaotic lifestyle,I decided to find sanctuary in my beloved home (of course *smiles*) and was deeply welcomed by my family.It's nice to run away from the crazy life and just have a moment with your family.It really does bring a smile to your face and warmth to your heart.Wait,did I just said that cheesy line...?

Y Is For You.

We ate gelato :3

I don't care if you're taller than me.

I don't care if you're smarter than me.

I don't care if your favourite songs are old,classic jazz.

I don't care if you sing in a high pitched voice.

I don't care if you act so serious most of the time.

I don't care if you act so immature sometimes.

I don't care if you put your family before me.

I don't care if you make me concentrate more on my studies.

I don't care if you love Batman,Princess Jasmine and The Muppets.

I don't care if you finish my food for me.

I don't care if you sleep early.

I don't care if you don't wear a TOPMAN v-neck shirt or black skinnys.

I don't care if you call me a dope/idiot/dork cause I am one.

I don't care.

I love you :)

X Is For Xenophobia.

Xenophobia : An irrational fear of foreigners or strangers.

Sorry for not updating.The internet connection here is appalling and also,my assignments are pilling up.I feel like the lecturers are working us to the bones.They seem to think that just because we exempted our English,we are the geniuses of all Human Sciences students.Umm excuse me,I'm just an ordinary girl who works hard to be clever but pathetically can't.

Life in the new campus is super boring!We're held captive against our own free-will but at least I get to escape for a few hours on Tuesday for the so-called Night Market that doesn't even take place at night(wft?!).I feel like I'm spending most of my time sleeping in class rather that paying attention to the lecturers.Perhaps the excessive 'workout' of going back and forth to my dorm and classes is taking a toll on me.

W Is For What?

You can say all those pretty little words to soothe our hearts but we heard the message behind it all.You can act like you're one step bellow God but baby you're lower than the most disgusting creature that He created.You can kick us out of the family and pretend that we don't exist but hell we survived 5 bloody years abroad without all of you.You can look down at me and criticize me all you want but look at where I'm standing and see the distance between us.

One day,I hope that Allah opens your eyes really wide and make you see your mistakes.One day,you'll realize that you have no idea what we're going through.One day,I will make you take back all that you have said and vomit on it.One day,I will make you cry the tears that we have shed and feel the pain that we have felt.One day.

V Is For Vacillant.

Vacillant ;

uncertain in purpose or action

Vacillating; wavering; fluctuating; irresolute.

Feeling as though everything I'm doing is pointless.Don't really know what is my true goal in life.Seeing others surpass me so easily and underrating myself.If only I know what I'm suppose to do...

People are fighting again and letting their emotions control them.I don't understand why they're making a big deal out of everything.I'm so sick of people telling me what to do yet at the same time my obedience controls me and I become their puppet in life.I couldn't even stand up for myself.Pathetic.

U Is For Unpleasant.

Sorry for the long wait.Was recently registering for my university in a new campus.Newsflash : There is no internet connection in my room! *Weeps hysterically* My hostel is located the furthest from the internet connection area and it's right on a hill so instead of gaining weight,I'll be losing weight.How nice.

My class is also far away from my room so that means exercise!The worst part of it all is that we have to fight for the toilet,I meant it literally.Theres only two working toilets so I have to wake up early to take my shower and do my business.Bummer.The food there is horrible and we're locked up in the weekdays *weeps* So much for enjoying the city life *sigh*

T Is For Terrific!

Ehem ehem...

Happy New Year!

May this year be filled with barakah and may we all become a better person and lead a better life towards the right path.Amin.

This year's resolutions are:

1. Be closer to Allah,insyaAllah.

2. Listen to my parents.

3. Be more mature.

4. Do well on my studies.

5. Try to move on *sigh*

Dataran Merdeka,Shah Alam.

FYI,I did stay up for the count down but this year,I decided to start the year in a different way.Instead of going to the park or the fair,we decided to spend the last day of 2011 by listening to a talk by Ustaz Azhar.Surprisingly it was very enjoyable.The Ustaz was hilarious and his long talk(approximately 2 hours) didn't bore me to death at all.Instead of counting down,we sang the 99 names of Allah with the sound of fireworks in the background.Definitely a nice way to start the year.

I also became my sister's 'model' for the day since she's testing out her new camera.I actually done a pretty good job of 'posing' when I don't notice the camera.In other words,all the shots were candid *wink wink* Who wants my autograph? :D