Cause Y'All Need To Leave Me Alone!

That annoying moment when someone says something about your imperfection and deep down you feel like strangling 'em but on the outside you plaster a fake smile on your face and go "Oh,I'll try and fix that for you." *Hysterical scream* Someone get me a bloody riffle so I can shoot these annoying people who thinks they're all that.FYI,no one,and I repeat for emphasis,no one is perfect except for Him!Kapish?

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Innocence Is Cute.

Found this vid of my baby brother singing along to One Direction's song,One Thing.He's actually singing but he's only 2 years old so the words aren't really right.So adorable *pinches his cheeks*

P.s. There's a part where he said "Kakngah,nak oh oh!".Kakngah is me (it means second sister in Malay) and oh oh is One Direction-What Makes You Beautiful (the chorus: You don't know oh oh!You don't you're beautiful...)

A Lesson In Life.

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I hate seeing people who wishes for their life to better than it already is.Trust me it ain't worth the wish (unless of course your life is really messed up then that's an exception).I've been in that position before,that position when you're so ungrateful with life and keep on praying for something "exciting" to happen.
I always prayed to be more beautiful than my sisters cause no one really paid attention to me,I always prayed to be more outstanding than my other siblings so that my parents will notice me,I always prayed to have a better,more "supporting" and cool family than the one I had and other pathetic prayers.But you know what?I didn't realise that I already had those things.
I am beautiful,my family and him always reminded me (excuse the vanity but hey,all of His creation are beautiful *smile* ).I am outstanding but of course I can never be more outstanding than my other siblings,cause we're all different.We have our talents and flaws.That's what made us who we are.And my family were supporting,they were cool,they were kind and caring and everything more.
But I couldn't see that.Correction,I could see that but I refused to acknowledge it.I drowned myself in my own desires and He decided to test me.He tested me and boy it's friggin hard!But for each hardship that I go through,I'm grateful for it.I've started to open my eyes bit by bit and I realised what a complete moron I was before this.Don't let your desires control you.
Be grateful for every single moment that occurred in your life,cause you never know when He will take it all away from you and replace it with the opposite things that you wished for.

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If Only You Knew...

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There is a point in life when you get so tired of everything around you and I think I'm there.I honestly don't know what I'm suppose to be feeling.Should I follow this person or the other?Should I comfort her or him?Should I listen to the one who conceived me or the one who supports me?But honestly speaking,I'm only feeling annoyed and exhausted.I wish that I can put my hands in the air and throw the white flag down.It's getting to the point of being ridiculous now and I'm done playing the good daughter.I'm done feeling guilty over choosing between the two most important people in my life.I'm done feeling like a hopeless person whenever a fight is not solved.I'm done being hurt and feeling attached to the past.I wish that we all can stop clinging to the past and just move on.I'm just so tired and I wish that both of you can see it in our eyes.It's starting to get really ridiculous now...

Ejected!

After enduring a 1 hour (or maybe more) of trying to reload and eject a stupid CD from my Mac,I finally succeeded!Thank you mother for telling to look it up in the MacBook user guide *phew* Glad I'm a good girl who listens to her mum *good girl smile* I don't know how many times I have to force quit and shut down my laptop.Hopefully it wont damage the internal drive or whatever they call it.

I vow to never ever ever insert another Van Hellsing CD into my laptop ever again.Ever!

A Spontaneous Trip.

Waking up in the morning with this view *sigh*

Just got back from Port Dickson last night.We had like a spontaneous trip to the beach and actually didn't plan anything at all,literally.On Saturday morning,while we were having breakfast,my dad was like "Hey,who wants to go to the beach?" Of course we all said yes cause it's been awhile since we had any family get-away so why not right?So we packed our bags,got into the car and went to Port Dickson.When we arrived there,the first thing we done was find a hotel.We actually went on a hotel hunt and I swear a conspiracy occurred cause all of the hotels were booked.It's a conspiracy!!

They actually had this sign around the hotel xD

So we drove around again and stop to pray and voila!A miracle occurred and we got ourselves a nice family room at a hotel that was right next to the beach.Talk about a miracle huh?The view from our room was amazing - minus the view of guys in speedo trying to look cool while jet-skiing - and the short get-away was blissful.We had fun at the beach and actual done some jungle trekking,which was by far the coolest thing that I have ever done.Why?Cause we climbed up a hill that lead us to the highest point in Port Dickson which stood a lighthouse (Tanjung Tuan Lighthouse),and went right down to the sea where the water was so clear,you can actually see the fishes and corals.

It was so beautiful!Made me appreciate my country more.There was even cute little monkeys around the area,just observing us and munching on nuts that my dad threw at them.One of them actually shit and my sister accidentally stepped on it.Gross much? *sigh* wished that I could stay there forever.

You Just Killed My Anticipation.

I thought today will be the day.I thought my results would come out and I would find out if I'm qualified to go to Gombak or not.I thought I'm ready for it...but I'm not and I'm glad.Cause IIUM just post-poned it!It'll come out on the 4th of June instead *victory dance* It means more ice cream and more time to pray!Teheeee ~

Zip it.

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Do you know that pissed off feeling when a family member you're not really close to acts like the freaking boss over you?And what's even worse is the fact that they are younger than you and yet they think that they have the authority to boss you around just cause you're quiet.Err hello,go back to freaking kindergarten and learn some friggin manners.Obviously your parents and teachers forgot to teach that vital lesson in life.Don't walk all over me just cause you think you have won this battle cause you didn't honey.Don't act like you're someone significant to me cause I didn't give a shit about you years ago and I still don't.Thank you for your opinion but your opinion don't matter to me so keep it.You guys were the first one to step away from us so don't expect us to get down on our knees and beg for forgiveness.Cause from my point of view,the ones that need to apoligise are you guys,not us.If you have enough guts to leave us,then find that guts again to come and apoligise to us.Don't use the coward way out by making us apoligise to you.It aint cool darling.

1D DVD Watch Party!

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Le boys watching it while being online on Twitter.

Hello again,just finished the party.Don't know what I mean?I shall tell you *fangirl smile* Tonight,well the previous night (Thursday,31st of May), is the awaited 1D DVD Watch Party *directioner screams* At exactly 5:30pm England time,the boys from One Direction and directioners around the world would be watching the Up All Night:The Live Tour DVD at the same time.Of course I joined in while logging onto Twitter.Not to my surprise,the boys were online so of course all the directioners are fighting for their attention,including I'm afraid,myself *directioner weep* Like a loyal directioner who have watched the DVD repeatedly and have memorised the songs by heart,I felt truly connected to the boys since I knew that they were watching with me.Well kinda...Can I just saw how awesome they are and how adorable Niall Horan is in the DVD? *fangirl scream*

P.s. Forgive me for my fangirl act.I am completely under the spell of the One Direction infection.Ngeee ~