Monday, July 6, 2009

Buh Bye SMK TTDI Jaya :'(



Came to school with butterflies in my stomach.My last day of school at TTDI J. is not goona be a good 1.I felt empty,as if a part of me is left behind at school.My friends tried to act as if its a normal day but nobody can fool me.I said good byes to the teacher and other random people who I sort of knew.My friends shared my last moments talking about good times that we've been true.We took pics and they all bullied me.Then the clock striked 1:05 and everyone rushed out of the class.My classmates wished me good luck and good byes while my closest friends stayed behind.There was a moment of utter silence,nobody knew what to say.I merely smiled and hug them.My best friend's eyes shimmered with water and i squeezed his hand.We shook our secret handshake and l
eft in utter silence.This is not the end.We'll meet each other someday.I'll miss you guys and I hope we keep in contact.All the best for the future,good luck and goodbye.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Its a miracle!!

Sorry for the dramatic title!I was just overwhelmed by a little incident.Let me start from scratch.Well,my mum moved me to a new tuition place near my house,and I know we're not supposed to judge a book by its cover but seriously,on this occassion you HAVE to judge the book by its cover.Basically my tuition place is filled with tons of rich brats who are not only geniouses(damn you mini einstein!)but,they are also a bunch of stuck-up cows!!My first day for this new tuition place was horrible(literally).You know how you're supposed to be nice and welcome the new kid,well guess what?They didnt welcome me at all,they didnt even talk to me!When i arrived,they just looked at me and turned their heads back to the board.I smiled and tried to be polite yet nobody talked to me at all.The next day was not so bad cause my sis was tagging along but still nobody talked to us.And she definitely agreed with me about those kids being mean and stuck up.When it was home time,me and my sis walked out of the house and passed this girl.Instead of smilling or saying goodbye to us,she looked at us up and down as if we was some kind of a mutant!Hello missy,as far as i can remember,i dont have three eyes or eight pairs of hands.Im perfectly normal like you(sort of) so whats with the look lady?!The following week i was dreading for this torturing tuition.Why?Cause my sis wasnt tagging along with me meaning,i was gonna have to endure this all by myself.As usual,I sat by myself and everybody acted as if I was invisible.The I heard this guy whispering to this girl in front of me.He said 'hey,go and ask that girl to sit over there.I cant see'.She said 'No,you go'.And then he replied 'No way,you're a girl.Talk to her'.And the girl just shook her head and face the board again.I felt like an idiot you know?!Did they think I was deaf or a retard!I could hear them talking bout me yet it doesnt seems to bother any of them at all.The guy then told the teacher to move me cause he couldnt see so,I was forced to sit next to this form 5 girl.It was a moment of miracle really.For the first time since I started this tuition place,someone actually talked to me!She asked about myself and our convo ended.But it wasnt so bad.At least one person didnt seem to think I was invisible.Oh and thanks to rest,for making me feel like a total loser.Its nice to know that people nowadays are so kind and polite..

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

We live in a dream..

Sunlight washed over my bedroom window,lighting the room.The wind danced in between the curtains and skipped into the room.I yawned and stretched my arms and legs.My wings flapped to life and I jumped on my balcony bar and fell.I flapped my wings and flew into the light blue sky.I spread my arms out and felt the wind danced around me.I soared higher and higher till I was flying amongst the heavens.The stars twinkled and welcomed me into their home.I smiled at the pleasure of being free.I flew faster and touched the seven colours of the rainbow.It sparkled beneath my hand as though it was full of magic and suprise.Yes,the world was full of magic and suprises.I changed course and headed downwards.My stomach lurched and did a douple flip.I laughed at the feeling of it.I flew amongst the trees and birds and headed towards the waterfall.The waterfall was the most beautifull thing I have ever seen.The air flowed down so smoothly as though it was made of silk.From the front view it looks as if the waterfall was suspended in thin air,well maybe it was!I laughed at my childish thingking and dived into the water as smooth as a dolphin.My wings disappeared and my legs turned to a beautifull torquise couloured tail.I smiled and and swam with the fishes.My hand stroked the beautifull rainbow coloured corals.Millions of fishes swam around me.I laughed and swam upwards and jumped.My tail disappeared and my wings appeared again.I flew higher into the sky and laughed with the joy.The world is so amazing!I closed my eyes and wished this could last forever.Suddenly,everything went cold.I opened my eyes and screamed.I was falling.The paradise around me vanished into thin air and I was engulf in total darkness.I screamed but no voice came out.I closed my eyes and prayed.I opened my eyes and gasped for air.I woke up,drenched with my own sweat.I looked around me,taking in the surrounding.Laughter came out for my mouth and i lay on the floor with a smile on my face.Yes,life is amazing.ESpecially when we live in a dream.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Pick Your Vampire/Werewolf Girls XD



So who's hottest??
Robert Pattinson (Edward),Jackson Rathbone (Jasper),Kellan Lutz (Emmett),Taylor Lautner (Jacob) or
Cam Gigandet (James)?

Taylor XD

Heart ache...


Last night I had a fight with my guy.It totally broke my heart but I'l manage it.So the fight was about trust and it got me thinking,is it so hard for a girl to have a guy's trust??I mean I seriously tried to make people happy but why is it in the end all that effort goes to waste??I really thought he trusted me and it seriously hurts me to know that he doesnt.I mean maybe a little bit but not fully.This is a question to all the guys out there,What does a girl got to do to win your trust??

P.S.Me and my guy are on good terms now (thank God!) but the wound is still there..somebody give me some plaster..

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Celebrities Beauty secrets ;)

I'm like totally wasting my time by reading this weird magazine that belong to my little sis but then 1 of the page caught my eye.It was about Hollywood Celebrities Beauty secrets and I got all excited and started reading it.Hey I know I'm weird and freaky but I'm still a girl,and girls need to look pretty.It's our biggest and most important occupation right??So I wanted to share some of the tips here,I don't really know if it works cause I haven't tried it out but,apparently it's been proven by beauticians and stuff so I think it's safe.So instead of buying cosmetics that can damage our natural beauty we might as well use natural products that's good and wont affect our body (i think..).So here is some of it:
  • According to Dr Rey (don't know who he is),caffeine increase the fats underneath our skin making us fatty,flabby and lumpy.It also makes our body unable to absorb vitamins from the food we eat.But there's a solution!Instead of drinking coffee,Dr Rey recommend us to eat dark chocolate instead because,it can keep our youth looks.
  • Cucumbers helps to get rid of black lines under our eyes and also get rid of wrinkles naturally.
  • Food such as ice-cream,bread with toppings and others that contains chemical flavors can increase the amount of chemicals in our body.
  • Do not sleep without pillows because it will make the black lines underneath our eyes clearer.
  • Want a natural glow in your face??Then mix 2 spoonful of honey with brown sugar in a bowl.Heat it up in the microwave for about 5 minutes.After it is heated,wait for it to cool for a few minutes then use it as a face mask.
  • Don't want spots and acne??Change your bed covers 3x a week.Why??Because,at night time our body release more oils.The oil goes to our pillow and gets dirty every single day.So every night,we add even more oil to our face because of our dirty pillow.In the end,we get acne and spots all over our face.Nice...
  • According to Professor David Smith (Oxford),drink milk (vitamin BH12) to strengthen our bones and brains.
  • Eat a lot of food that contains Vitamin D such as tuna,salmon,cereal and milk because, it can decrease the risk of illnesses such as diabetes and cardiovascular.It can also decreases the chances of us dying at an early age..

Introducing this little girl..

So I figured you guys should know bout me right??So here you go..

Name : Nur Izzati Bt Mohd Hariri

Nickname : Zati,Ati,Ti,Izzy,Izmo,Ninja nemo,Zee,Kakngah

D.O.B. : 5th December


Age : I'm young,that's all you guys need to know :)


Ambition : Psychologist or maybe a psychiatrist.I really don't know why..

Places I've been to : Lived in UK for 5 years.Went to Spain,Italy and France for a holiday.

Places i would like to go : 1 day if i can afford it,I would to go to Mekah and do my haji.I would also like to go to Japan (sushi and ninjas!!),Australia (koalas and kangaroos!!),Thailand (the market on water),Africa (lions!) and last but not least Antarctica (penguins and polar bears XD )

Likes : Sleeping XD,eating,watching funny,sad,romantic and fantasy films,playing my keyboard,chatting with my friends,hanging out with my family and friends,looking at old photos,drawing,writting stories and poems,messing about,hugging my mum (cause she's nice and soft and she smells like spring in UK),,standing in the rain (bad idea.horrible headache),laughing with my dad (cause when he laughs,he looks like a mand who lived a hundred years of happiness),being with that special someone and last but not least,nothing is more lovelier than drinking a nice cup of tea while reading a book (yeah I'm a bookworm).

Dislikes : Leaving my UK friends (but I don't regret coming back to malaysia cause it just rocks here) ,when its stormy and the thunder is like a horrible horror movie,watching horror movies,sleeping in total darkness,anything hot and spicy,spiders and creepy crawlies,people being horrible to me and reading/watching a movie with a horrible ending that shouldnt have that ending!!

So yeah this about sums up who I am.sort of..

;P

Aan,Adli,Faiz & the crew kene keja ngan hantu.. XD

Saturday,30th May 2009. 6:00 pm
I was invited to Shahirah's Majlis Kesyukuran on Saturday night (or evening.Depends on the way you look at it).Syah,Nana,Aqila,Hanni,Izzah (my twin) and Miza (the new girl) was there early.It was supposed to be this family occassion thing but she kindly invited us all along so i behaved (sorta).We got lost on the way to her room cause her house is so damn big but,in the end we managed to find it.Her room is soooo pretttyyyy!!!!I love the colour of it.White and green.Simple but trendy.And I noticed she got the whole set of twilight (I'm currently waiting for the 2nd book from my mum) and i so adore her cute orange and white teddy.It's so cute!!We prayed Maghrib and Isyaak and went down to the front (got lost again).The boys arrived when we was about to eat.As usual they only came for the fun and food (idiots).The boys that came was Aan,Faiz,Adli,Haziq,Norman,Azree (he looks thinner.MRSM must've starved him),Zahier and Harith.They greeted me with a laugh cause i was taller and almost the same height as Adli (thats the beauty of my high heel).We talked and took loads of pics together (Im gonna kill norman for taking inappropriate pictures of me) and then Fatin came.I gotta compliment on her hair cause its soo gorgeous!She cut it like Rihanna's hair and so totally suits her.Its been ages since we last seen her and MRSM must've taken good care of her cause she looks very happy and pretty much the same.It was almost 10pm when Miza had to go home and because she is Shahirah's neighbour she had to walk alone to her house.Once she was out of sight,Aan,Faiz,Zahier and Adli asked me who she was.So the convo went like this:

Aan : Wey sape die??
Me : Miza.Die dr kelas 4C.
Zahier : Bapak cantik siot!!
Aan: Wey,kau ad nombor die??
Me : no but even if i did i wont give it to you.
Adli : Eh die tinggal kat Laman Seri jgk ke??
Me : Haah.nape??
Adli : Wey jom ikut die!Ak nk nombor die.
All of em together : Haah jom jom!Bye korg!

SERIOUSLY!!!OMG i cant believe them.And like a few minutes after that they came back all red and sweaty.And the convo went like this:

Me : Wow what happened to you guys??
Adli : Kitorg kene keja ngan hantu!
Me : HUH?!
Aan : Kitorg kene keja ngan hantu kotak
Me : ...
Aan : *smile* hehe..
Me : Bodoh...

THE END.

:)

Mid year exam gone BYE BYE..

Okay apoligies for the long absent..
I've been really busy with the shitty exam that just passed and a few personal problems that i still haven't sort out (f*ck).But now it's the holidays and i have utterly,no freakin' activities to do so i might as well waste my time pouring out my sorrow and anger to this lonely blog of mine.God this holiday is such a shit...

Anyway,the Mid Year Examination just passed.Hooray to that!God it was horrible!we had 2 weeks of non stop exam while form 1,2,3 only had a week of it (you ungrateful brats..).The weeks went slow and unbearable.Here's the timetable:

THURSDAY : Bahasa Melayu Paper 2 (7.45am - 10.15am )
Bahasa Melayu Paper 1 (10.50am - 1.05pm)

FRIDAY : History Paper 2 (8am - 10.30am)
History Paper 1 (11am - 12pm)

MONDAY : English Paper 2 (8am - 1015am)
English Paper 1 (11.15am - 1pm)

TUESDAY : Add-Math Paper 2 (7.45am -10.15am)

WEDNESDAY : Math Paper 2 (7.45am - 10.15am)
Math Paper 1 (11.45am - 1pm)

THURSDAY : Chemistry Paper 2 (7.45am - 10.15am)

FRIDAY : English,Science & Technology Paper 2 (7.45am - 8.45am)
English,Science & Technology Paper 1 (9.00am - 10.15am)
Physic Paper 1(10.45am - 12pm)

MONDAY : Physic Paper 2 (7.45am - 10.15am)

TUESDAY : Pendidikan Islam Paper 1 (8.15am - 10.15am)
Pendidikan Islam Paper 2 (11.20am - 1pm)

WEDNESDAY : Biology Paper 3 (8am - 9.30am)
Biology Paper 2 (10.30am - 1pm)

THURSDAY : Chemistry Paper 1 (7.45am - 9am)
Biology Paper 1 (9.10am - 10.25am)

Since I'm in 4A,the bio class (yes I'm a bio goof,I think we've established that already),we was supposed to have 23 papers all together but since the teachers was been 'kind' we only had 20 papers to do.How very kind of them.Well considering my 1 exam ended with a pretty awful result,I wanted to do well on this 1 to prove to my beloved parents that I am still the good little girl that studies hard for my future (stop smirking..),I worked my ass off revising the craps for each damn subject.So I really hope my Mid Year result is better than the first 1 or not I'll cry a thousand tears and give up eating sweets,chocolates and other unhealthy but delicious food till I get a good result for my end of year exam (dammit..).